Eelia

You say life is a dream
where we can't say what we mean
Maybe just some roadside scene that we're driving past

 There's no telling where we'll be in a day or in a week
And there's no promises of peace or of happiness
Well is this why you cling to every little thing
 And polverize and derrange all your senses
Maybe life is a song but you're scared to song along
Until the very ending

Oh, it's time to let go of everything we used to know
 Ideas that strengthen who we've been
It's time to cut ties that won't ever free our minds
From the chains and shackles that they're in

Oh, tell me what good is saying that you're free
 In a dark and storming sea
You're chained to your history, you're surely sinking fast
You say that you know that the good
Lord's in control
He's gonna bless and keep your tired and oh so restless soul
 But at the end of the day when every price has been paid
 You're gonna rise and sit beside him on some old seat of gold
 And won't you tell me why you live like you're afraid to die
 You'll die like you're afraid to go

Oh, it's time to let go of everything we used to know
 Ideas that strengthen who we've been
 It's time to cut ties that won't ever free our minds

From chains and shackles that they're in

From the chains and shackles that they're in

 Well life is a dream 'cause we're all walking in our sleep
 You could see us stand in lines like we're dead upon our feet
 And we build our house of cards and then we wait for it to fall
 Always forget how strange it is just to be alive at all



Ja..jag tror nog att jag ibland kan vara rädd,
rädd att leva fullt ut,
för att..tja..
egentligen vet jag kanske inte varför.

Men ibland är jag rädd för att tappa fotfäste liksom
att om jag gör precis som jag vill
och dansar ASKALASMYCKET just nu
så kanske jag tappar kontrollen
och inte kan sluta.

Eller om jag helt och hållet går på känsla..
så kanske jag tappar greppet
och bara reagerar instiktivt.

Men varför vara rädd?

Den här våren har jag provat något nytt.
Dels att vara ensam och lita på mig själv,
men också att leva fullt ut.
Att tillexempel inte mesa i duchen
när jag ska få fram varmvattnet och bara köra på lite grand..
Nu kör jag full styrka på en gång
och riskerar den där kylan..
tro mig..det ÄR värt det <3